Saturday, August 14, 2010

Talks to herself

Its pitch dark in my room, no lamppost light coming in and no moon,
just sitting on my bed with thoughts squirming around my head....
I'm again having this sudden urge to write about love, which is something I don't want to write about here. I have realized that I'm loosing readers and I'm not a very active blogger or a famous, popular one who'd make you laugh or go "Awwww" or Ooohh. Long story short, I'm not a popular person at all. Not only on blogger, but in real life too. I'm a quite little bug in the corner, I talk to myself in my head. I have little to none friends. And I feel very nervous when talking to someone I haven't met before. I just look at others when they keep on talking(read blabbing) constantly without a pause. I used to underestimate myself on daily basis but now I have come to the conclusion that it is something I'm and I can't change myself so why not live with it and be proud of who I really am. Whataya say?
There is so much inside of me, so much to be written, so much I'm holding back. If I can't talk out loud,I should probably write more, for me, at least.

14 comments:

  1. Talk, talk, talk it out. Write it out. :) We are all listening Ally, at least I am :) *hugs*

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  2. dnt hold it bak... write write write write ... derz always som1 listening r reading... :D

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  3. Hmmm. I get it, about holding back so much on the blog. I do that too. But hey! You aint losing no readers. I read! Regularly =>

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  4. Thats why I love you all<3 my limited but fantastic readers=)You really have a strong stomach ;)

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  5. Talk to me, then.
    I feel ya.
    This post = story of my life.

    Which reminds me, added you on fb a day or so ago.

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  6. why are you writing such stuff?? kitni buri baat hai... stop it


    aaahhh just pulling your leg... cheer up *hugs* write your heart out... koi perhay na perhay mai KABHIIIIIIII kabhar perh hi liya keroun gaa

    p.s. you should learn from abdullah how to attract readers :p

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  7. hey ally buddy u r allways awesome writter whatever the circumstances may be u rock

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  8. thank you so much nitwit for the kind encouraging words. =)

    ubaid.... haha thats very kind of you to say that =p and No. I'm Ally and I don't want to be a duck =D

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  9. just like that...speak it out swets.
    we all are bugs, someway or the other. but this is ur own place and we bugs r with u :)

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  10. Oh thats wonderful, so kind of you to say that :)

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  11. Uglyduckling- responded u already =p check.

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  12. Write, because it sets you free. =)

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