Mushy-ness

"I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out; I love you for putting your hand into my heaped-up heart and passing over and the foolish, weak things that you can't help dimly seeing there, and for drawing out into the light all the beautiful belongings that no one else had looked quite far enough to find."

"And I'll make love to you under the Vienna moon"

I have faltered,I have stumbled,I have found my feet again ^_^

I woke up,my room was slowly coming to light in the pale morning light that spilled in through the gap in the curtains,casting mellow shafts onto the floor and walls of my bedroom,swallowing up the remnants of night.It was the start of one of those usual,quite boring days when you don't feel like getting out of bed. It was the first morning of a brand new year,a bright yet cold morning. I know this new year is going to bring some pleasant and drastic changes in my life.I've been swimming against the tide for a long time,its time to get back on track and do what I've been waiting for. I am enthralled and nervous at the same time.Something new is in store for me.Let's hope it turns out really good.Life has been a whirlwind lately,I am trying to move ahead and everyone else is trying to hold me back. I can't help that people are more interested in what you've already done than what you want to do next. It felt like a fog has settled around my mind and nothing is coming into view clearly.But I am back on the track again,moving on with this thing called life.2010 has a lot in store for me.It is going to bring lots of surprises,Oh,I am beginning to get a funny feeling in my stomach. 2010, here I come!

Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from from itself
Love possesses not,nor would it be possessed
For love is sufficient unto love.

Suddenly I feel so pissed.PISSSSED OFF! I am boiling,I am cross :@ I am outraged :@


Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self.
- Cyril Connelly

<3

Need a getaway

I want to go on a long long drive ALONE,listening to trance on the way.

I wanted to take a photo.I just did.I took a photo of my hand.How emo is this=D
And how random.But whatever,I am just posting it anyways.o.O

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An "about me" I wrote somewhere almost three years ago:
I am crazy because I act like normal people. I never had the chance or the courage to do what's crazy, what I should have been doing for the longest time. I have always wanted the approval of all the people I am with, not taking into consideration what my life approves of.

I am a puppet, living the life of what people expect and tell me so. I wanted to break the wall, go out of my shell, how or when I do not know. I have always wanted to tell all rude and mean people to get lost and get out of my life but I never did. I always show them that it is ok to be rude and mean to me.
Every time I want to take one step to giving life a meaning, I have already taken two steps going back to where I belong. Oh how I pray and wish that You give me one chance, one time to give my life color and vibrancy, and to give me courage to go on with that one step and never come back.

P.S. I am getting sick of this template.

STRANGE LOVE

strange love
even though you hurt me I feel
blessed love
baby I'm your puppet
on a string
making me tumble and swing
trouble's what you bring
strange love

strange how
you control my every little
move now
hanging from your strings
is all I know
starring in your puppet show
never let me go
strange love

all the things
you've said and done
there's no space
for me to run
baby I've lost and you have won
cause' all I really want is

strange love

The pictures say it all..

I just couldn't stop myself from sharing this:































Non-Muslims have a lot of funny ideas about Muslims.To all non-Muslims:

1) a very small amount of Muslims thinks everything is Haram.
2) a very small amount of Muslims thinks you are a kafir.
4) a very small amount of Muslims think that women should be oppressed, beaten, slapped etc.
5) a very small amount of Muslims want to kill you.

I like to call the above list the “dumb ones”. They aren’t all that bright but for some odd reason the spotlight is always on them. Why is it on them? I guess they make for more entertaining TV. Who doesn’t hate a villain who wants to terrorize the world? Normal Muslims can’t terrorize crap.

The heinous acts of terrorism against the World Trade Center were too well-timed and organized to be run by Muslims.

1) we’re not organized enough to pull off a 9/11
2) we’re never on time. If there was such a thing as a Muslim terrorist, he would have missed the flight.

CREDIT: HAMZA MOIN.

Today's One-liner:

Life is like a pimp and we're it's bitches. We get screwed everyday of the week.

Beyond words!

This song is driving me nuts. This is ultimate perfectness.Its just too BEAUTIFUL ! :)

Out of the blue

Things are wee bit better now.And here I decide to stop my rants, raves and my constant complains and let go of my emo-ness, at least for a while.
I really want to have some fun right now...!! What should I do??

I am such a scaredy-cat =(

The Thing Called Death

The worst fear ever is the fear of loosing someone dear, to time.Even when you are close to that person,you still have this fear that one day that person won't be with you.When you know that one day death is gonna wipe it all,every single moment you spent with your loved one is gonna turn into a memory,a memory that would haunt you forever.The good times of today are gonna turn into the tears of tomorrow.Its true,Death wipes it all! I haven't experienced the death of a loved one yet,but I know someday I am going to face it.Even the thought of it sends shivers down my spine,tears start gliding down my pudgy cheeks.My heart feels heavy and everything seems colorless.
Sometimes you can feel the tragedy settle in around you.It comes on the wind,like a gray scary beast,heavy with skin of glue,sticks to your inner soul,weighing you down,settling like a parasite to suck all your hope and happiness.

Sometimes I sound really emo... o_0

Knowing You ................

I found it in my personal drawer today,which is always a mess,thought I should scan it......Isn't it nice?

Candies, Halloween and Reunions ; )

Hello bloggie, i know I was away for so long :( i missed you! U know what ? my dearest and the only maternal aunt is here after 4 years, all the way from Canada.. She is so sweetum tweetum we love her alot!
P.S. she bought gifts and i love them too xD yeah I am a little bit cheesy .. but in a good way :D *winks*